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One of my friends posted this on Facebook. Thought it was really cute so thought I’d share :)
One of my friends posted this on Facebook. Thought it was really cute so thought I’d share :)
One minute, they say sweet and caring words to you. “Definitely think we were supposed to meet.” “I want you.” “You were too cute!”
The next minute, they turn the other way and all of a sudden doesn’t want a relationship anymore.
How very Janus-faced.
Can’t trust boys anymore. I need a man. I need a man who isn’t confused. I need a man who won’t play with my feelings. I need a man who means everything he says and is completely honest with me.
A rare find. Gotta say I doubt I’ll ever find him.
For a few reasons.
What I posted earlier about pretty much being single.
I see my best friend with her boyfriend, they are always all over each other when I see them.
1) It’s difficult to see them always together kissing and cuddling and holding each other.
2) It’s even more difficult for me knowing that even if I had boyfriend, I wouldn’t be able to feel comfortable in public holding his hand or hugging him like they do. It’s not so much that I don’t feel comfortable as much as I know for a fact that there will be people out there who will stare at us for a few reasons. Either they think it’s cute or they think it’s disgusting.
I’m happy for them but when I see them all over each other, I wish I could feel hopeful for my future or generation that one day I won’t have think about showing affection in public. But I don’t. When I see them, I feel sad because it’s sort of a reminder of something I feel I’ll never have.
Straight people definitely have it easier. They don’t have to worry about ANYTHING that queer people do and it’s so not fair.
Sorry for the rant.
I’m attracted to the mysterious type.
And there’s new prey.
Okay for those of you who know I am even a little bit, or even if you don’t really, I’m no whore/slut/sleaze. Yes those terms can be applied to males as well, not just females.
Anyways, it would be nice to find someone to go out with or be serious with. Would always be nice. If it does happen, awesome. If it doesn’t, it’s sad but that’s fine too. Being single gives me time for some introspection.
Of course if anything happens, I’ll let you all know.
