Simply Me

I'm Jerry, a 20 year old CSUF student with a mercurial and quixotic mind. Keep up!

Alone But Not Lonely

The majority of my day is spent at school or work. When I do have free time, I am seeing my friends. Or I’m eating or sleeping. Or if none of those apply, I’m just relaxing, which isn’t that often.

Point of this post? I’ve been happily single and not looking for someone these past few months, nearly half a year. I didn’t even want to date. But lately, it’s on my mind more than it used to be.

But why? Is it seeing more and more of my friends getting into relationships? Is it because I now have some options? Regardless, I’m feeling this way and it’s annoying me and I’m not too fond of it.

But because I can’t help how I feel, I’m dealing with it & although I don’t normally give into my feelings, I’m giving into my feelings. Ha.

I asked my friend to set something up with a friend of his. And he’s cute. That’s about all I know about him haha. So we’ll see if this even happens. If not, that’s life.

Everything Feels So

Wonderful.

I’m not sure what it is exactly but I feel fantastic.

Could it be the fact that I haven’t been to my past 4 classes?

Could it be that I have so much homework to do but am ignorant about thinking about it until the weekend?

Could it be I’m excited to audition to be a part of our schools haunted maze in our arboretum?

Could it be that I’m excited to go to my cousins (he’s a documentarist) fundraiser action campaign for his upcoming documentary?

So many things it could be and yet it doesn’t matter because all that matters is that I’m happy.

Going to shamelessly promote his movie. His name is Patrick Shen. He’s the founder of Transcendental Media. His movie is “La Source” and if you want to see his trailer for his upcoming movie, go to lasourcemovie.com