Simply Me

The majority of my day is spent at school or work. When I do have free time, I am seeing my friends. Or I’m eating or sleeping. Or if none of those apply, I’m just relaxing, which isn’t that often.

Point of this post? I’ve been happily single and not looking for someone these past few months, nearly half a year. I didn’t even want to date. But lately, it’s on my mind more than it used to be.

But why? Is it seeing more and more of my friends getting into relationships? Is it because I now have some options? Regardless, I’m feeling this way and it’s annoying me and I’m not too fond of it.

But because I can’t help how I feel, I’m dealing with it & although I don’t normally give into my feelings, I’m giving into my feelings. Ha.

I asked my friend to set something up with a friend of his. And he’s cute. That’s about all I know about him haha. So we’ll see if this even happens. If not, that’s life.

I’ve tried dating this past year. I thought I was ready to settle down. But I’m not.

But I’m not the kind of guy to go hooking up with strangers. I realised that I would prefer to be single rather than be with someone. Especially because I won’t settle, I want the man of my dreams. And many of the guys if not all of them that are available aren’t suitable with me. I don’t have to worry about someone else so often. I don’t have obligations to someone. I just have my friends and I feel like that’s all I need.

I’m glad I’m single. I won’t settle for anything less than who I know I’m meant to be with. I know the kind of guy I want and I don’t think I can find him here. Now here, not now.

Until I get my life started and possibly settled will I go looking again.

I’m happy single.

At this point in my life, although things may change later, I don’t like to approach people.

If I were interested in someone, I’d just sit back and watch. Granted, I have approached people before but those didn’t turn out very well.

So I’d much rather prefer someone approach me because although I know it’s not necessary, I would like some attention. I know that there are guys who like me here but that’s cos I found out through another source. That, or they’re creepy in their approach.

Attention boosts confidence and although I don’t think about it too often, sometimes I get insecure. Who doesn’t at one point?

If someone nice and easy on the eyes approached me, I would honestly eventually fall for him. As long as he treats me right, is there much else to it?

This has been a rant brought to you by his subconscious at © 2011JerryKou.

One minute, they say sweet and caring words to you. “Definitely think we were supposed to meet.” “I want you.” “You were too cute!”

The next minute, they turn the other way and all of a sudden doesn’t want a relationship anymore.

How very Janus-faced.

Can’t trust boys anymore. I need a man. I need a man who isn’t confused. I need a man who won’t play with my feelings. I need a man who means everything he says and is completely honest with me.

A rare find. Gotta say I doubt I’ll ever find him.

Should have known that there’s always a catch to someone who seems so perfect.

There’s always a catch.

Happy day!

Met someone. Talked to him. Got his number. This is definitely heading somewhere in the right direction :)

I’m all giddy.

I dreamt that I was at a friends birthday party and this cute guy asked me out. He was really nice and not the type of guy I expected to be attracted to.

His name was Daniel.

For those of you that know my past, this is just mere coincidence.