January 2010
This Guy I Hate So Much
I won’t mention any names so let’s call him Tod. I hate Tod. In fact, he doesn’t even deserve to have his name capitalized. So I will try to explain this as fast as possible without cursing. Where to start? Well for starters, he can’t be trusted with anything. Two years ago, I liked him and decided to tell him. Big mistake. The next day at school, I find out that he told a...
So I Auditioned For A Musical
And I think I did an okay job. It’s for my school musical “Dirty Rotten Scoundrels” and the director, whom is hired for each play, is really cute. hehe. Anyways, I was very nervous as you might imagine. I sang “A Whole New World” from Aladdin, only 16 measures of it. For the first couple measures, I choked up and I seriously could feel my throat closing. I then said...
This has become my favorite song at the moment. It...
Just Goes To Show You
Don’t procrastinate.
Today, I ditched my first period class and my fourth period class. why? Because I thought homework was due for first period as well as fourth period which would be worth a lot of points. Later on, I found out that my first period teacher didn’t check the homework nor did my fourth period teacher. During my fourth period, I sat in my far in the insane combination...
Ok So It's Been A While
Sorry about that. I’ve had a crazy weekend. I went to my school dance held at Knotts Berry Farm and it was the best dance I have been to, considering it was only my second. My date was awesome, she is one of my best friends. Even though I loved having her as my date, I kind of wished that I had a male date. Everyone in the limo had a real date, meaning they were either already going out or...
My Wants vs. My Needs
I want a boyfriend. I want to have more close friends. I want to go to San Francisco State University. I want to live in San Francisco. I want more money. I want a new computer. I want a better quality camera. I want to be more well-known on tumlr, twitter, youtube, and dailybooth. I want more.
I need my family. I need my friends. I need to carpe diem. I need to be more “me.”
I want...
Come Back Tumblarity
As much as I hated tumblarity and it’s pointlessness, I want it back. Why? Tumblarity made me feel like I should post something more. I know it sounds bad. I should feel like posting something is something I want to do. I do, don’t get me wrong. It’s just the motivation. Tumblarity kept me motivated to write more and post more pictures. Now that it’s gone… it’s...
Finally It's Gone
I’m glad tumblarity is gone. Now every time I log onto my tumblr and see that my tumblarity went down, I won’t feel like I have to write something. Much better this way. Though it did motivate me a little bit.
Much Better
Today I am feeling so much better compared to last night. I had an emotional breakdown last night and I haven’t had one of those in 2 years, oddly enough. I guess being so happy all the time has its downfall. Those breakdowns hit me way harder than they have before since I’m so not used to it right now. But today was much better!
I went hiking with 2 friends this morning and sorry...
Life Is So Bittersweet
Feeling so depressed for the past 5 hours has made me think of college. I’ve thought about leaving everyone I love. But I need to start a new life, a new journey in my life. I need to do this for me. And as much as I love my friends, my family, I need to do this for me. I just can’t stop thinking about everything.
I know when I go to college, my life will be more than amazing.
However, There Is A Positive Side To This
Since I’m feeling quite emotional right now and very vulnerable, I can sing. When I get very emotional, sad songs or happy songs with great lyrical meaning get to me and I can sing quite well. I guess that’s what I shall do at 12:14 am. Even though, for some strange reason, my singing capabilities and range increase at this time of emotional distress (whoa that sounded very...
What's Going On Right Now?
For some reason, I just feel empty and I feel like… nothing. This is very strange for me, as I do not feel like this at all. I haven’t felt like this in a long time. I don’t know what’s going on. It’s very odd. I feel like I should be doing something, I feel like life isn’t worth living anymore, I feel like nothing matters, I feel like ‘what’s the...
I Hate My Computer
About two months ago I accidentally broke the screen to my laptop. So it doesn’t work anymore and I have to use an external monitor. It works but for some reason now my computer is acting up. I was in the middle of writing a text entry on tumblr and talking to a friend when all of a sudden my computer shut down. Its been doing that quite frequently now. So I end up writing out a text post on...
This Is Getting Really Old
On Monday, I woke up 2 minutes after I was supposed to be at school. I was on time Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. But today is Friday and guess what happened this time? I woke up not 2 minutes but 4 minutes after I was supposed to be at school. Honestly this is getting very very old and quite honestly I’m getting a little sick here of this bad habit. I shall try and fix it asap.
I'm Allergic To Alcohol
I only drank about 3 or 4 times in my life so far… and I don’t like it. My two cousins, my mother are all allergic to alcohol. They get red and feel really warm and eventually throw up if they drink even a bottle or two of beer. It’s quite sad. But I think i have the same problem. I drank 2 and a half bottles of beer and I threw up later that night. Another night I drank vodka...
I’ve currently been obsessed with the...
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