March 2010
Another Rant About tod Yay
Well tomorrow in my marine science class, we are having a lab. Its called the Bradicardia lab and we have to dunk our heads in water and see our heart rates slow down. This is one of the 2 classes where all three of us are in: me & my best friend Bob & tod. For the lab, we need one partner and one partner only. Bob and I have already decided that we will be partners. But tod is the kind of...
Damn Cute Straight Guys
My friend is a year younger than I am but it wouldn’t stop me. He is straight and has a girlfriend. I don’t know if he knows I’m gay though. Anyways…
We were at a friends birthday party and we went to a restaurant and there were 10 people. We ended up getting split apart into different tables. It ended up that him and I were at a table, just the two of us. We ate, talked,...
MOFO
So you remember tod. It makes me laugh that he thinks he’s a better friend to Bob than I am. Bob and I hang out a lot and outside of school. We talk on the phone for hours and I’ve heard him cry before on the phone. He tells me his problems and I tell him mine. We’re pretty damn close. He’s straight fyi.
So tod. He talks to Bob like he’s his best friend and its so...
How Odd But Cool, I Guess
Many of the friends I don’t talk to know me better than the friends I do talk to. Its all because they follow me on Twitter. On twitter, I reveal things that many people don’t need to or wouldn’t want to know. That’s why I love twitter. I can say whatever the hell I want.
In The Mean Time
My only friend from rehearsals won’t be here for another hour or so. We are left to go outside and teach the others who weren’t there last time their parts. Some people, like me, don’t need to teach others.
So I’m just sitting here awkwardly with my phone looking like a loner. How sad huh? Yeah. Sad. You know, looking busy with my phone to make me feel less awkward. Hate...
They Sicken Me
These two couples I know make me sick. They are cuddling and kissing nonstop in public even at school and it disgusts me. I approve of all that affection, just don’t show it to an excess in public and don’t be so ostentatious please. Hate it. Keep it to yourself.
I Bombed It!
You know that anatomy test I took last week? It was on the cardiovascular system and I just found out what I got and I didn’t do as well as I expected. Which sucks.
I received a 43/56. That’s a 77%. That’s quite disappointing considering I studied for hours. I do however, get 3 extra credit points for winning the jeopardy extra credit the day before. So I actually get a 46/56....
Its A Step
My mom said to me that it would be okay if I go to a california state college instead of a University of California school. That made me happy. The thing is I have to convince her to let me to go my dream school instead of a closer college. Its a step. I just need to reach the top really soon.
Conversation with friends lasting hours long are...
Considering starting an audio blog … Thing....
Motivation
So as I got home from school, I had nothing planned. I was tired and a bit annoyed that my mother asked my brother to write the letter. So I went upstairs and lied down on my bed. Then I thought to myself
“Today is a nice day. I could go rollerblading and take my dog running. Or I could be lazy and not move and take a nap.”
I had the option of being active but instead I chose to...
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Thought I would sing a little something for you...
Busy Busy
So my schedule for the next couple weeks is going to be insanely hectic. I have musical rehearsals all next week from 4:30 until 8:00pm. That’s how it will approximately be until the musical plays, in May might I add. May 12th-15th to be exact.
It may seem insane, which it is, but I’ll have lots of fun. This is my first musical and I’m really looking forward to it.
*update...
Tumblr App for Blackberry
I completely forgot I now have an application for Tumblr on my Blackberry. And quite frankly, I like it a lot. Its very helpful than to log onto tumblr each time. This is so much faster.
I approve.
I Can't Believe It
After clearly telling my mom that I do NOT want to go to a UC school, I go upstairs and fall asleep. I wake up to a text from my dear cousin saying that my mom told her to write the letter of appeal for the UC schools!
I really can not believe it. I thought of all people, my mom would understand. She still says that UC’s are a better school and I agree but I need to live my own life and if...
What's The Point?
So here’s what happened. I applied to UC Riverside and San Diego State and what do you know, I got rejected by both of them. Now listen, I am not the smartest person out there for you see, I failed two classes. Yes, two. I failed honors geometry during my sophomore year and algebra 2 last year. I’m retaking algebra 2. Don’t judge me, I am who I am.
Since I got rejected by UCR...
Soon
I’ll try and make a youtube video soon. I haven’t made one probably two months. I attempted to film it today but it was too late and dark so I might try again tomorrow. We shall see.
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Resolved With Tod
When he apologized, I was being really defensive. I knew what would happen if I did “accept” his apology. He said sorry, I said no. He can’t just randomly text me half a year after we last talked and say “can you trust that I’ve changed?” Trust can be taken away in seconds but can take years to get back. He has to truly earn my trust. He cannot just say that...
He Apologized. Now What Do I Do?
Remember Tod? Well, I fell asleep around 1am last night and woke up to find a text from him. I haven’t text him or talked to him for a couple months, a couple care free and beautiful months might I add. So what if this might be a little personal, I don’t really care if his text is sent out to the internet. He text me at 3:22am last night and said:
“Hey Jerry, I was wondering.....
It's Kind Of Complicated
So here’s the whole deal with college for me:
I applied to many California State colleges i.e. San Francisco, Fullerton, Long Beach, San Diego and Pomona. I also applied for the University of California Irvine and University of California Riverside. I live close to Irvine and about a 2 drive from Riverside. My dream school? San Francisco State. Now here’s the dillema:
My mom wants me...
BY FAR the best version of “Best I Ever...
“Don’t be a little bitch with your chit chat.”
– Ke$ha
What's That Supposed To Mean?
So I used to work at an animal hospital about 3 months ago. I quit because I had THE worst boss. Anyways, one of my coworkers was gay and him and I were pretty good friends. We would talk a lot, text, etc. He has a boyfriend. His boyfriend is 7 years older than him and he’s so crazy! Okay so my coworker’s name, let’s call him Danny. Danny’s boyfriend’s name is Adam.
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