December 2010
Be Straightforward Please
I wanted to talk about my grandma on here. But I’m currently irritated with my dear mother and I know if I talk about my grandma, I’ll get sad. Anger and depression are a bad combination if I have to confront my mother so often.
So instead, I’ll just talk about my adventurous day.
woke up at noon
mom was pissed at me for not waking up sooner
were supposed to go visit my...
New Facebook Bio
I like to update my facebook bio every so often. And I’m so much more proud of this one than the previous one. I thought I’d share with you how I’m feeling at this moment and a short summary that describes me.
I try to say what I mean and mean what I say. But sometimes what I say isn’t what I mean and what I mean is left unsaid. I am whoever I want to be. I will do...
Fuck You. You Ignorant, Homophobic Asshole
So I was reminiscing through my old tumblr posts. The ones that talked about how I was in this rut with alan.
(I mentioned previously in this blog that I only capitalize names if they’re important to me or deserve to be capitalized. It’s just a silly thing I do.)
I was reading what I had posted about our fallout. I wrote that he didn’t want to be friends with me because...
Dexter Season 4 Finale
You have no idea how traumatized I am. Oh my god.
I don’t want to spoil anything for anyone so I wont’ mention what happened.
Although, I was shocked. I was in awe. It was so sad. I felt my heart break. I am way too into this show. Too much for my own good.
Season 4 Episode 11
Just finished watching it and now, I am about to watch the season 4 finale episode. I cannot wait to watch this. So much happens, the season finales of this series are always keeping people on the edges of their seats.
Dear all members of the household, it would greatly be appreciated if I am no bothered for the next 51 minutes and 18 seconds.
Love, Jerry.
Season 4 Episode 10
Such an intense end to a great season. I need to watch the last 2 episodes now. It’s only midnight, I have lots of time to finish up the season. Then gonna get season 5 and starting that probably after Christmas. What an amazing season!
And I’ll probably read more of a book I’m reading after the last two episode. Great night, but shitty day.
Jonah Mmm, Hot.
I just watched Season 4 Episode 9 of Dexter and GOD, that got my heart racing! It was actually pretty intense! I was like screaming “OH NOOOO!!!” and “AHHH!!” and “OH MY GOD!!!” in my room like a little freak.
But damn, that was an intense episode. I can only imagine what will happen in the next.
Btw, this isn’t a spoiler, but rather a comment to the...
The Best Christmas Gift?
An H&M Gift Card.
So I can buy that lovely blazer that actually looks good on me.
Maybe I’m just overthinking it but it’s been going on for some time.
I just won’t disclose as much to you guys as I used to. As much as I still care about you, you don’t deserve my trust. You guys haven’t shown me anything to believe that I should trust you.
You are making me feel like shit right now. And I don’t want to be like this. I do not want drama...
One In A Fancy
It’s so easy for me to open up my heart to people. To tell them so much about me and my life, thinking that they actually care, that they would do the same.
This whole time, I thought that I had so many friends I could trust and confide in. But boy was I wrong. Fuck, I was wrong.
I’m sure they care, but not as much as I care about them.
But at least I realize it all now, before it...
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Don't Ask Don't Tell
Got repealed! Fuck yeah! Marriage isn’t too far away guys. We can do this!
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Talk to me about gay rights and I'll just keep...
Going.
Briananoelle, Don't I have your trust?
My middle name is Spencer! Do you not believe me?
Jerry Spencer Kou?
Actually, you’re right. It’s not Spencer.
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My middle name is Spancer actually. Yes. That is it. Believe me when I say my middle name is Spancer. With an “a.”
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I'll make the suspender look work one day.
When I’m not in a hurry.
Oh Briananoelle, Briananoelle!
My middle name is Spencer.
Well…
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It’s not actually. <3
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Tonight, I will watch my first episode of Dexter...
Any longer and i’ll start going into withdrawals.
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Crackers For Me
I’m at my school right now. It’s currently 1:37am and I’ve been here since 7:45am the morning before. So I’ve been here for about 18 hours. I think. It’s late and I’m super tired and all I’ve had today was Chipotle for dinner about 8 hours ago. So excuse me if I miscalculate the time from 7:45am to 1:37am.
Oh people just came by in a wagon and gave me a...
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So not in the mood to study for finals anymore. I...
I’ve been at school for the past 17 hours. I plan on staying here for another 10. Great.
Drumming Song by Florence + The Machine
The...
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I absolutely love making new friends.
I love it even more when I’m friends with someone and we become closer friends!
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I'm going to KROQ's Almost Acoustic Christmas...
So freaking excited! My first concert ever!!
Cos everything is gonna be alright
I don’t get it. It’s those days after you break up that are the most difficult to deal with. But that’s okay. As with the growth that happens in the spring, there must first be temestuous storms, gusts of winds, and lots of rain before things begin to bud again.
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I need a hug. But I'm all alone.
Will you hug me?
